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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 3:55 pm

Julius wants, no, he needs more. He pushes Ludger down onto the seat until he's straddling him and he begins to unbutton Ludger's pants. He looks down at him and briefly thinks that perhaps this isn't the smartest decision he's ever made. But then again, what did he care?
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Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 4:36 pm

Ludger is surprised by the sudden move in their positions, but he smiles up to him anyways with a laugh. He kicks off his shoes and licks his lips, eyes locked onto the larger man. "You're so much more alive like this." He remarks, mostly under his breath as he traces a finger at the edge of his jaw.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 4:51 pm

Even if he heard such a remark, he remains quiet about it, instead focusing on yanking Ludger's pants off. He takes a brief moment to, more gently than he should, trace his fingers over the edge of Ludger's underwear as he looks down on him.

"Turn over," he orders.
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Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 4:59 pm

"Jeez. Forward, aren't you?" He remarks, but he turns over for him without any hesitation whatsoever. He doesn't know anything about this stuff, but if he could avoid lingering and uncomfortable periods of nothing he would much rather prefer roughness.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 5:15 pm

"Isn't this what you wanted?" He asks even as he's yanking his own pants down. Julius procures a bottle of lubricant that he kept in his jacket for the time he'd been with Rideaux and just never took out. Guess it came in handy anyway. He presses his fingers against Ludger's opening in a practiced motion.
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Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 5:24 pm

"It's all I want." He shivers and lifts himself up with his elbows, shifting himself closer to Julius. "My life is yours, so it stands that everything else is, too. Including that." He almost makes himself laugh, but it's cut off when he feels the fingers slip in. A real moan comes out this time, shuddering from his lips as his head tilts down.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 5:42 pm

Julius swallows back a horribly embarrassing noise of his own as he finally gets Ludger to make a real noise. He presses against him until he can fit another finger in, and he doesn't take it quite as slow as he knows he should but seeing Ludger writhe around beneath him is unbearably arousing. He feels around until he finds the spot he knows is sensitive and he presses his fingers against it.
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Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 5:47 pm

Ludger doesn't wince even a little bit, just moans again and tries to relax himself. That idea is mostly in shambles when Julius rubs against his prostate. He can feel himself get painfully hard, but fights the urges to touch himself because he knows he'll come straight away if he does that. Instead he buries his face in the seat and clenches a fist. "More..." He manages after a few seconds of this.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 5:59 pm

Instead, Julius pulls his fingers out. Ludger looked wonderful this way, beyond wonderful. But it wasn't enough. It wasn't nearly satisfying enough this way. He lines himself up with Ludger and, more gently than expected, pushes inside of him.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:02 pm

It feels so empty without him, and then, immediately, he feels so much better already. He bites his lip hard as he's filled and heaves a heavy breath of air. "J-Julius!" He calls out, his body tightening around him as he presses in. He's bigger than he was expecting--he hadn't seen him but it just felt like it was never-ending.


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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:10 pm

"Relax," Julius commands even as he pushes further and further inside. Once he feels Ludger squirm slightly underneath him he decides that's far enough and he begins to rock his hips gently at first but Ludger is already so tight around him that even that's immensely pleasurable. His hands find their way into Ludger's hair and he shoves him down until he can see his face and he grins down at him.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:15 pm

"Easy for you to say." He mumbles, breath caught in yet another moan. He takes in another stabilizing breath and tries to relax himself, mouth slightly agape at the flood of feeling. As he's pushed down he groans slightly, but catching that grin makes his arousal only worse. He can feel his cock twitch just at the sight of that face. That expression is too good, he thinks, and it makes him want more.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:24 pm

Julius settles into a steady rhythm and his grip tightens on Ludger's hair. He knows he's panting and he knows he's not exactly being quiet but he's beyond caring. It doesn't take a long time for him to feel the tight feeling gathering in his abdomen. Already. He can feel his movements become more frantic and less rhythmic as he gets closer and closer.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:29 pm

Ludger's breathing is heavy and he's trying so hard to force himself to hold off--he's perpetually seconds away from finishing and his weakened moans make that obvious. The tugging at his hair certainly doesn't help, and he bites his lip hard in vain to stop a loud moan that forces it's way out anyways, and finishes there, head suddenly even heavier. "Julius..." He sighs, trying to keep himself upright for him.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:37 pm

It's not much longer until Julius finishes as well. After a few moments he pulls away from Ludger and begins to redress. It doesn't take long before he can feel the regret seeping into his mind. He pushes it aside and instead focuses on fixing his now sweat slicked hair to look halfway presentable.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:40 pm

With a groan, Ludger pushes himself upright and shifts himself. It's going to be an uncomfortable meeting back in Trigleph. He redresses himself as well, biting his lip in thought. "If we leave fast enough when the train boards we don't have to explain that." He decides. Cleaning sounded tiring, and he didn't want to have to talk to the operators anyways.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:43 pm

Julius smirks despite himself.

"Fine by me."
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 6:52 pm

Ludger offers a coy grin in return. They do just that and more-or-less scramble out of the train car before anybody has the time to talk to them. Ludger is pretty proud he manages this, despite his discomfort.

He knows, internally, that doing this with a coworker, especially one so constantly nearby, is absolutely taboo and should never have happened, but during the whole meeting with Bakur he is smiling an actual smile, at the thoughts of him. Him, with those different expressions, with him inside him, with that grin that was almost cruel.

He's clearly not paying attention.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 7:34 pm

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Rideaux had asked him to meet him in private. Julius had insisted that he wanted nothing to do with him anymore but Rideaux had said it was of the utmost importancertainly. And, sick of hearing him, he had finally just agreed.

Julius sat on the edge of table in the designated conference room, bored and waiting for Rideaux to finally make his appearance.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 7:40 pm

Rideaux slams the door in, then laughs, then closes the door carefully. "That wasn't quite the effect I'd hoped for, but in this economy, anything works." He remarks, then makes his way to a chair one spot away from Julius and slides a stack of folders across the tabletop. He reclines, and crosses his legs on top of the table.

"I suggest you give those a little read before you brush me off for the last time." He remarks, gesturing to the pile of documents.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 7:49 pm

Julius reads over the documents once and then stops dead in his tracks. He reads them again and again and again until he's certain they aren't fake or fabricated in any way. And then he throws them back at Rideaux.

"Where did you get these," he demands.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 7:56 pm

"Vera." He says simply, catching the documents with relative ease. "I'm sure once he finds out you're going to be all alone again, aren't you?" He rises, knowing that would warrant being hit.

"You wouldn't want to leave your poor baby brother in the dark, would you? That would just be cruel. But you're no stranger to cruelty." As if he himself was one to talk, but he wasn't speaking from a place where he cared about hypocrisy. "Have fun." He slams the door shut on his way out.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 8:42 pm

After verifying with Vera that, indeed, Ludger was his brother, Julius was forced to face him during their briefing for their next mission. He could barely stand looking at him. He wasn't sure he could bare long train trip together.

Rideaux had ruined more than he could ever understand.
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by sirenangel on Tue Jun 07, 2016 8:56 pm

Ludger can tell something has changed, but then, an idiot could tell something had changed when someone whose hands used to be all over them is avoiding them. The train trip is dead silent and he can't even make himself say anything until the last stop before theirs. He clenches his teeth tight, then stands up to confront him. He stares down at Julius, frowning deeply--the emotion is behind his eyes too. He's not pretending anything anymore--not around him.

"I'm tired of this. Tell me what happened. Now."
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Re: AU Where Everything Hurts and Nothing is Okay

Post by Axton on Tue Jun 07, 2016 9:00 pm

Julius frowns deeper than even before but he refuses to speak to him. He's terrified of saying anything. If he does, who knows what sort of stupid information will come pouring out.

"You're better off not knowing," Julius says with as much finality as he can muster.
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