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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 1:29 pm

Alvin purses his lips but does as he's told. There's no arguing with Jude when he gets like this, much as he wants to. He wants to be petulant and tell Jude to just leave him alone and to push him away further, but he can't even bring himself to do that much. It would be less painful that way, for both of them, but he doesn't do it. He can't make himself be unnecessarily cruel to Jude, even though it will just make things all the more painful later on.

He feels ridiculously exposed like this; laying down, nothing on but his pants, and Jude looking him over. It would have been a welcome delight until just recently. But then again, the awkwardness here was his fault, after all.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 1:37 pm

He's gentle with his touches and doesn't want to cause him more pain than he already has; he cleans up the blood surrounding the wound with a warm, wet cloth and moves to grab the disinfectant as he drops the blood-soaked one into a tub.

"It's going to sting." He says, as flatly as his tone always is when he's mildly irritated with people, and gently brings the alcohol soaked cloth up the wound. He barely touches it, just lightly dabbing it. After a little while he tosses that into the tub and stretches out his hands over where his ribs are broken, eyes falling shut as he focuses his arte.
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 1:41 pm

It hurts, physically as much as it does any other way. Alvin can't even stop himself from making undignified grunts of pain as Jude presses against the wounds. He can feel himself tense as Jude prepares to channel his artes, something Alvin has secretly always hated the feeling of. Maybe it was just an Elympion thing, or maybe it was just bitterness at being trapped here that led him to dislike it. He was never entirely sure. Besides, it's disconcerting if not painful to feel his ribs slowly but surely reforming properly. He hates it with every ounce of his being.

Once Jude's done, he sits up on the bed and lets out a long sigh. He's still sore, but at least now the raw feeling of pain is gone and it's just the dull ache left. He traces his fingers over his ribs, swallowing back emotions he can feel bubbling to the surface.

"...thanks." he says, and he doesn't look at Jude.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 1:49 pm

"It's alright." He says, his own voice softening faintly. "...I'm... I'm grateful." The last sentence is under his breath, his eyes turned aside from him. He's being honest, and while he almost always is, it still kind of hurts to admit it here.

"Even if you don't know why you did it, you still risked your life for me... and I'm grateful." He hates himself for it... but he misses his touch.
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 2:04 pm

"Jude," he says and this time he completes the thought, "...don't thank me just yet."

He grabs Jude's arm and pulls him down into a kiss despite every rational part of his mind telling him it's a horrible mistake. He waits for the inevitable rejection he knows is coming.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 2:23 pm

It's only been weeks, but between all his lies and cover-ups and snide remarks and distancing it feels like it's been years since he's kissed him last. He should pull away. He knows he should pull away and yet... he doesn't. He can't make himself, and so he kisses back, albeit weakly. Whatever he feels for Alvin is confusing and terrifying, but it overtakes everything logical when he kisses him.


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Re: Sleepless Night

Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 2:30 pm

Alvin knows this is the last thing they should be doing, but it's his fault in the first place. All of it is his fault. He's the one whose manipulated Jude into all of this. He pulls Jude closer, onto his lap and he wraps his arms around him.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 2:33 pm

It absolutely isn't what he should be doing. He knows it's a mistake to let himself keep these feelings for Alvin, to sit in his lap like he does and to kiss him warmly like he does. Whatever things Alvin's done should've made him pull away by now but all his sleepy mind can think is how much he's thought about this since that night in Xian Du.
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 2:46 pm

Alvin tenses slightly when he feels his side ache a bit, but he relaxes almost immediately afterwards. He'll just have to be careful, because the last thing he needs or wants is Jude continuing to fuss over him.

It feels like it's been a lifetime since their first time in Xian Du, where Alvin had been sure that it would be their first and last time. There's something exhilarating about the thought that even after everything Jude still wanted him like this. It was probably just his killer good looks, but it didn't stop that warm, distractingly pleasant feeling from blooming in his chest. The thought that maybe Jude didn't hate him, not entirely, at least not yet.

He runs his hands under Jude's shirt, feelings his warm stomach. He didn't get to do this last time, and he had regretted that ever since. He wanted to take his time, to tease him until he came undone. But then again, maybe Jude didn't trust him enough for that, either.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 2:56 pm

Even with how easily carried away being intimate like this is making him he's still careful with where he touches Alvin, his hands feather-light as he strokes his warm skin. His lips are so warm, even just kissing him like this is almost overwhelming him too. Nothing compares to the real thing, and he wishes he didn't have to fantasize about him like he does.

His touch makes him shiver a little bit, his back arching as he's felt up. It's terrible of him to want this so dearly, but the approaching mission is daunting and he wants... something. Wording it is difficult, but he thinks maybe Alvin's lips at his own is a good enough answer for now.
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Re: Sleepless Night

Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 5:11 pm

Alvin is the first one to pull away as he pulls Jude's shirt from him and tosses it aside. He pushes Jude onto the bed and he straddles his hips, running his hands over Jude's chest. He looks so small beneath him, but even with some of the bruises and the scratches, he knows Jude could kick his ass. He chuckles softly, unable to stifle it. One day he really will fight him, he's sure.

As he trails his fingers over Jude's chest he says, "do you think about this all the time?" He has that smug, he clearly knows the answer to his own question look on his face.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 5:21 pm

Even as he pulls away, Jude can't keep his eyes off of him. His own smaller hands trace over Alvin's, gently feeling up the callouses and lines on them, almost like he's holding them close. Alvin is well-cut, he thinks quietly, handsome and well suited physically to the strain of mercenary work... even if he had his doubts he was even a mercenary, he fit the part well. Thinking about fighting him... well. He'd rather face that day when it came. Not now.

It's beyond embarrassing to be asked that and he only then averts his eyes, face turning a soft pink. "...Not all the time..."
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 5:26 pm

"You sure?" He asks and he's grinning now, almost as if the last few weeks had just been fighting side by side and being friends. Almost, but it doesn't quite reach his eyes all the way.

He moves his hips against Judes, watching his face the entire time. It had been so dark before it had been impossible to see his expressions clearly, this was something he planned on remedying this time around.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 5:32 pm

There are those shivers again. He has this innate ability to make him feel so utterly embarrassed and yet... so needy. He tries to stop the moan that comes forth as he rubs their hips together and turns his cheek to him, hand covering his mouth.

"...but I thought of it... a lot." He admits, his face a darker red.
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 6:51 pm

"Every night?" He pries, completely unashamed to be asking. He's curious, sure, but he can't help but find it all too much fun to fluster him. "...multiple times a night?"
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 7:22 pm

He covers his face only more, and while these questions are embarrassing and downright humiliating... He's not sure why, but telling Alvin this is almost arousing.

"Y-Yeah..." He glances to him, as red as ever, peering up to him. It's more than just that. But the actual amount is much too embarrassing.
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 8:32 pm

"Geez, kid," he snickers and leans down to kiss him, just for a moment before he pulls away again. "Liked it that much, huh?"

For a brief moment Alvin thinks that maybe Jude is only like this because of him, that maybe he's never thought of anyone else besides him in this way, but his mind wanders to Milla for too quickly for his own comfort and he has to swallow back jealousy. He leans over him and runs his tongue over his neck, over the part where he had left a mark previously, and then he moves higher up, just a little bit, and he makes sure to leave a darker mark now, where someone might be able to see it, but probably not. But he hopes Milla sees it, he hopes she knows that Jude is, at least for now, at least in the dead of night, his.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 8:47 pm

The way he marks his neck makes him moan softly, still trying to cover his face to hide just how red he really is. Leia had almost seen the other mark, practicing a new arte with him, and he had to hurriedly explain that it was just a bruise from combat earlier. She didn't really believe him, but didn't push it too much, assuming the worst but uncharacteristically saying nothing. She probably gossiped about it elsewhere. Now he's certain he needs to practice alone... but the thought of only being Alvin's spreads a warm feeling through his chest.
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 9:38 pm

Alvin studies his work, running his fingers over the newly formed bruise. It was disgusting looking, especially against Jude's fair skin, especially because he was the one who had left it, and on Jude of all people.

Satisfied with that, at least for now, he trails kisses along Jude's chest down to his abdomen where he works on unfastening his pants and pulling then down.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 9:44 pm

It aches as he touches it, even if it's only a dull feeling. It's a fitting feeling, because it's one Alvin inspires in him, too. An ache, dull but steadfast. His lips, though rough, do feel oddly soft against his bared chest, and he squirms under the larger man's hold, pointedly wishing to himself that he wasn't so ticklish.
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 10:29 pm

He pulls Jude's pants down and tosses them in the same general direction as he had thrown his shirt. He settles inside himself in between Jude's thighs, parting his lips with his fingers before he very lightly runs his tongue over him, watching for his expression the entire time.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 10:36 pm

He doesn't know what he was expecting, but it certainly wasn't that. Not in the slightest--it makes him gasp out in surprise, and maybe lust. He grips the blanket of the bed tightly with the hand formerly covering his mouth. He catches Alvin's eyes then, and only turns redder, turning his face away momentarily.
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Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 10:47 pm

He has to stop himself from grinning like an idiot at that horribly cute reaction. He runs his tongue over him again, and he's not as soft this time, not as hesitant. He has his hands on Jude's outter thighs, idly tracing circles into them as he runs his tongue up and down. He's loathe to admit how rusty he is, but he has an inkling that Jude won't be able to tell the difference between a great blow job and a subpar one anyway.
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Post by sirenangel on Mon Jun 20, 2016 11:00 pm

He tenses under his tongue, but relaxes moments later, sighing faintly, resting a hand at Alvin's to encourage him, if in a sort of shy fashion. Even as he speeds up, Jude still melts against him, a soft moan of "Alvin" slipping from his lips. He curls his toes in response to a particularly well placed lick.
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Re: Sleepless Night

Post by Axton on Mon Jun 20, 2016 11:25 pm

Alvin runs his tongue over him one last time before he pulls away and wipes is mouth. He looks down at him, eyeing him in an almost hungry way.

"Want more?" He teases him lightly as he idly moves his fingers to take the place of his tongue, stroking him up and down. "Or...we could move on to the main course."
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